cULTURE ISSUE 04

Jacqueline Suskin: The Power of Words

Jacqueline Suskin is L.A.’s patron saint of poetry. Here she chats with friend and actress Jena Malone about breaking rules, breaking through, and breaking hearts wide open.

FALL / WINTER 2015

WORDS Jena Malone
PHOTOGRAPHY Shelby Duncan

When Jacqueline Suskin sits down next to me, I know I am home. I am fortunate enough to call her a kindred spirit. A “ride or die bitch.” A very dear friend. We met in Los Angeles, where we both live, through mutual friends. I had heard of Jacqueline before I met her, and seen her thanks to this age of Instagram. There was a photo I saw of a friend, her arms circling another woman—Jacqueline—both with broad smiles and light beaming from their faces. I was drawn into her warmth instantly. She was boasted about verbally. Her job description was pure romance to my ears: “She’s a poet”—that’s what everyone would proudly say. “You will love her. You two will get along like a house on fire.” I would stop and imagine that house. And that smile. Both burning with delight. And I would think of the long myth of being a poet, those heretics, the witches and the wise men. And I see her female shape cutting a mountain out of that history, standing firm in her own right. I have to say it was love at first digital sight.

Then I read her work, and the real love began. She is a devastatingly good writer, so thoroughly a naturalist, you feel the whole earth shatter and ground you in the same instant after reading her poetry. She makes you feel and value the dirt you’re standing on; she makes you appreciate the cycles of a plant and how, when painted in the right light, they can resemble your own human landscape. She wrote her first poem at five years old. (I believe it was about a fox.) She has released two books: The Collected, poems inspired by found family photos, and Go Ahead and Like It, a work that enlivens the age-old art of list making (see #goaheadandlikeit for proof). She’s been earning a living for the past six years with her Poem Store, a tiny outfit consisting of a table, a typewriter, and a sign that reads “Your subject, your price.” She sets up at farmers markets and weddings and art galleries. She is that rare species of writer who invites the public into her process and writes verse on the spot for each and every person brave enough to give her a word. She inspires simplicity and greatness in the human heart. Did I mention I love her?

Jena Malone: Describe poetry in a metaphor.

Jacqueline Suskin: Well, it’s as if I have this perfect apple—that I grew, that I nurtured, that I fed. Perhaps the rest of the tree didn’t really work out—the worms got that apple, the birds got that apple, that apple’s not ripe yet. And I get to do the labor, not only of growing but also picking, and then I get to bring that apple all the way down the mountain into town, and I get to see someone eat the apple and it’s this very clear direct connection. Once they hear me read the poem, once I hand them the apple, they’re like, “Oh wow.” And they have total awe, total amazement, total pause in their quick, fast day. And it just takes that one bite, that one thing that’s just for them, and then they can appreciate the whole of it.

JM: It’s like walking through a redwood forest. There’s no way I could take the redwood forest with me, but what a poem does is it creates a distillation of what the redwood forest means to me. So that I’m driving down the freeway and I remember four lines of the poem and instantly, I’m back in the redwood forest. It basically allows these giant, hard-to-carry, hard-to-understand, hard-to-love-fully things in life and distills them down to a smaller degree that still carries the whole universe of it. It’s like you can give someone an entire redwood forest in 10 lines, and that’s so beautiful.

JS: Yeah, and I think that a huge part of the merit of poetry is the hard work of it. It’s hard work for me to create it. It’s hard work for the reader to put it all together. And yet the gift itself isn’t difficult at all. There’s nothing difficult about letting that feeling fill up your whole body, you don’t have to name it.

JM: I was thinking about the importance of poetry throughout time: how it’s been used politically, how it’s been used to build societies. How it’s been used to hide the myth and the truth of a generation, to encapsulate what people are feeling. There are so many dead voices, and the fact that a poem can speak as the voice of someone that no longer lives is beautiful. Basically they’ve sewn their thoughts into a specific time period: Hafez, 14th century; Mary Oliver, ’90s. All these different people are writing, talking about their time, and that’s the hidden politics of every generation.

JS: And poets used to be revered. I mean, poets used to be thought of as “These are the people who are figuring out the undercurrent of what is happening in our day and age.” And for so long in society, poets were kept, they were held, they were nurtured, they were given a room, they were told, “Don’t stop, we need your work.”

JM: They were elevated. They were praised. They were like god figures to a lot of people.

JS: Yeah, and I think that people got so much from each and every poet in that process of holding them up and nurturing them; the poets were rewarded greatly because they just got to write. They didn’t have a distraction, they didn’t have to do anything else but create and think about what it was to talk about the world and talk about the real, true feelings beneath the surface. And so many people, especially wealthy people, took care of the poets and said, “You can live in our house and you’ll be our poet.”

John Keats lived with these really wealthy people, and they totally supported his masterpiece. And I think that that is an interesting thing about being a poet now—how fast everything is and how quick people are to just look at me and think that I’m cute or a novelty. And then when they come closer, and they ask for a poem and I write them something that isn’t funny and isn’t flippant and isn’t cute—it’s not what they thought it would be at all. I can see them kind of tap into that: “Oh, right, poetry...this is really important. This is serious business.” They’re moved to tears.

I’ve never, ever done Poem Store without someone weeping, and it’s just interesting to see people reconnect to the importance of that work. And that’s not me. That’s me and everyone behind me. I always feel that come out, every time there’s a person who gets a poem and you can see them reconnect to the history of poetry. They’re like, “I’d forgotten about this.”

JM: It’s almost like you’ve found a way to become a respected heretic. Because hundreds of years ago, poets without a publisher, without a “job,” they were just wandering the streets channeling God. There were madmen and lovers and they were all speaking the same language of poetry. I feel like you’ve been able to transcend the “Yeah, I’m a cute woman and I have this cute typewriter and I do these things,” to be like, “but I’m also talking about very important things.” You’ve allowed poetry to be safe and accessible, but maybe if you lived in another era, you would’ve been a heretic as well.

JS: Oh, for sure. There are a lot of people who are very skeptical of me. And oftentimes I am in a public setting, like the Hollywood farmers market where I’m in the mix of a bunch of really wild, strange people, and that’s what I love about that place. But I can see the hesitation. People walk up and they’re like, “What is this? What are you doing?” The instant I tell people that it’s been my only job for six years and that I don’t live on the street and that I support myself by being a poet and that I have books published and I give this connection to being a person in society and I pay my taxes...you can see their entire face change.

JM: They’re like, “Oh, it’s safe. You’re not trying to get something from me, this isn’t a scam.”

JS: Which to me is fascinating. I kind of love that moment, though, because it’s me being like, “Yeah, I’m legit enough for you to actually have a connection to me, don’t worry.” And it’s kind of sad that that’s what it takes. And I didn’t start Poem Store thinking this would be my job, I just did it as an experiment. I wanted to see if I could. And instantly I was like, Oh, this is special. Something that is bigger than me is happening here, and half the reason why is that these people feel safe enough to connect with me.

And some people say, “I want a poem about my cat,” or “I want a poem about my kid,” but some people are like, “I would like a poem about this intense thing that I’m going through. My son just tried to commit suicide, my mother just passed away, I just lost my husband, I just lost my house to the bank, or I’m in crazy debt.” Things that are so difficult for them, and somehow they feel safe enough to tell me about it. And let me write about it. And it’s exhausting. [laughs]

JM: Yeah, because it’s also prophetic in a sense. Someone comes to you and says, “I trust you to tell me my future, I trust you to tell me about my life, I trust you to tell me about my insides.” A lot of poets don’t look to their audience to dictate what they’re writing. A lot of poets hole up in the mountains. Or write voice memos on their phone. Or, you know, it’s very much distilling their essence of what’s inside and what they’re interpreting through the world instead of literally looking toward someone’s eyes and them saying, “I have this need,” and you saying, “Yes.”

JS: And I never write I. I always write we in the poems, so I can show that it’s not about just me. I am involved, though, and I love that.

JM: You’re the channel.

JS: I don’t talk about myself when I write these poems. And that’s completely different from my own work. I love the separation. And I love how that stuff just comes out naturally. Poem Store seems to be a beast of its own—it came to me on its own, it shows me what to do. I just kind of follow the lead of whatever it is that’s guiding me. ❤


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